The fact that I’m leaving for college has made me sensitive. I’m not going to see my boyfriend for a long time. Of course, I’ll see him on short breaks, and during the summer. But basically I’m going to be gone for the next four years.
So - the fact that Nate and I don’t talk very much / about anything important, and all the little things he does that annoy me, mixed with my sensitivity/worry built into an insecurity that I am not as funny or smart as his ex, Miranda.
That caused me to be angry with him, without exactly knowing why. I only just figured it out recently.
I am one bothersome obsessive insecure stupid little needy whiny girl.
*sigh*
-Elaine.
