I got my room mate information in the mail!! Hurrah! *excited dance* :) Her name is Jessica, and she’s from Oregon. Hmm. I hope she’s nice. I’m going to email her. But I’m not sure what I should say. =/
Today is the 4th of July. Yay. Happy independence day. :) I’m not sure what I’m doing, my family hasn’t talked about it at all. Or anything. Which is unusual. I’ll have to bring it up to my dad.
Last night I talked to Laura and Nate at the park. Actually it was in the afternoon. I was angry, but most of my anger had burnt out by the actual time I got to talk to them. And so it didn’t go like I had originally planned. (Am I putting the blame on my emotions rather than taking control? Oh shit.)
Blegh. I told them both to stop with the comments. I didn’t really get to say what I wanted to to Laura. It was awkward. Everyone was just staring and quiet. I was like nuurrrrr.
I’m just going to pull myself out of the crap. Oh yeah, and am I still taking control? ~Elaine
