Lately I feel like such a bad kid and a little whorish. It’s odd. When i’m with him im happy but after wards i feel guilty and hopeless. What if my parents found out? *sigh* I really really really like him. A lot :D. Everytime I think about him i’m smiling or close to laughing. Lately his been taking up a larger portion of my mind. It’s odd. I wiould never have thought myself to be the obsessive type…
But, isn’t the fate of all relationships a downfall? Maybe i’m just a pessmist. I don’t know.
I don’t know who I am anymore. I’ve think I lost my sense of ‘I’.
Lately all i’ve been thinking about is him and the problems that will arise if my parents find out.
Is it worth it?
2 months of happiness… Is it worth it?
~ Sahana
