I’m confused. I don’t know anymore. My life… it’s like it’s not mine anymore. I’m an outsider staring into the life of another. What is to be expected of me? I don’t know anymore. I’m such a disappointment. To my family, friends, teachers, everyone…
A burden on their shoulders.
Maybe I am depressed. Or bi-polar. Who knows? Everything in this world is uncertain.
Forced to do things I clearly don’t want to. Is that all there is to life. To please those you love. An endless cycle of use and abuse.
Honestly maybe i’m just a pro bullshitter. Or maybe I just want attention. Maybe my life is pointless and I should end it.
Who knows.
~ The Petite Wrestler
