I don’t know anymore. Life seems like a dream. Is it real? My life isn’t a piece of trash like it used to be anymore. I guess like vacuums it tends to lose it sucktion after a while. But lately my life has been to surreal. I think my life can’t possibly be any worse and I meet someone who makes me feel special. A lot special. It’s quite funny though. I do not know what he likes about me? What is there to to like about me, if anything. But like everything in this world. Nothing amazing ever lasts.
Life is overrated. Love is overrated. Lust is summed up pretty nicely in this world.
In this world of sorrow and pain. Can happiness be ever found. You can only bask in happiness after your happy time has ended. For we only realize we were happy in the moments of sorrow. Where we look back at our lives and contemplate on the moments of purest joy. It is only then we realize. Only then we realize our true moments of happiness.
But like most things in life everything is overrated. Once we grow up true happiness is distorted. What once gave us joy can give us misery. The fresh scent of flowers blooming, trees whistling and the birds chirping. All covered by the sound of noise, buildings and pollution.
Nothing ever is what it was. Maybe i’m not good with change.
P.S. I know how to spell suction.
~ Sahana
The Petite Wrestler
