I feel like my life is spinning off of the tracks, and I’m leaning as hard as I can to throw it back, but it’s just not enough. So far almost a month of my summer has been spent doing nothing. I start college in August, and I should get up and start doing stuff before I have to leave. What happened to all the fun ideas my friends and I had when we were anticipating this summer?
And don’t even get me started on my job status. Ugh. I keep thinking about getting one, and SAYING that I’m going to get one. But… it seems as if that’s all that will happen. All speak, no action. =/ It doesn’t help that I can’t even drive my car, because I absolutely refuse to drive illegally. My dad promised to have new tires on my car this week though. Heh, but everyone knows what happens when my dad makes a promise. Nothing.
Hmm. Hopefully I can get this all turned around. Today I am going for a bike ride with Porsche and, hopefully, Steven. That should be fun. And I’m going to keep pestering my dad for those tires. And, sigh, the hardest part: motivating myself to get a job. Ugh. Something must happen there as well, because as much as I’d like to spend my summer having fun, I’m going to need the money, experience, and courage a job will give me.
That’s all. While complaining certainly does not stop here, action does start. Hasta manana. :) ~Elaine Fay.
