It was just feeling a little notsome for a while. =/
Funny word of the moment: Shma-shmortion. =D
4 weeks until college. WOW. I need to start spending my time a bit wiser. Zomg, Sahana! It will be hard for me to help run the guild while I’m concentrating on classes and such. :( I didn’t even think about that. >.< But I’m sure I can do it! :D I love ya.
I’m going college clothes shopping thursday with Brittany and Laura. It should be fun. We’re going to eat pancakes and probably go to Ross’s, maybe TJ Max. I hope there won’t be a strain there. I’m upset with Brittany for ditching me numerous times… I even got my keys locked into my car and stuck with Jesse at the lake.. where she was supposed to meet us. -_- And Laura… well things are usually tense there anyways. Otherwise, I’M VURY EXCITED! *happy dance*
Uhm.. shout out to Sahana: You are wonderful at creating things in photoshop. And you are beautiful. You have an amazing personality. Don’t stop being made of awesome. ;)
It’s 12:40 AM. I am extremely awake. O.o Watching Knocked Up while goofing off on internets. Hooray! =D ZOMG! Second funny thing: I really should picking my nose, look what happened. *cut to man with bloody nose and exploded back of head* ROFL. You should watch The Ruins. It’s good. Scary. And in the special features they have “Creeping Death” and the guy who gets shot saying the nose thing. My sister and I couldn’t stop gigglesnorting.
Enough rambling for now. Byebyes! ~Elaine!
My goal for this summer is to learn how to be content with what I have. Therefore hopefully, I’ll be much more amiable, kind, and most importantly content. I’ve come to this decision because I know I’m going in for a heartbreak this summer. I don’t want it to affect me. But, I don’t want to ignore it. Because we all know how that concludes…bottling my emotions is not good. So, here’s to be content. Even if you’re not. I’ll find all the little things that make me smile and focus on the good, not the bad.
I’m so frustrated. I can’t do anything. I feel horrible and sick and lazy all the time. I want to go out and my parents are my only barrier. Usually parents are the ones who force their Internet obsessed children to go and explore the outside world. So how come my parents won’t let me do anything. Fuck, I hate it. It irritates me to no end. It’s not like i don’t know how to take care of myself. I’m a wrestler. If all else fails kick them in the family jewels? It’s not even like I can say anything to make them change theirminds. I try to be an exceptional daughter. But, it’s bloody fucking frustrating. I do everything I can to make their lives easier. Can’t they repay the favour? No. They have to be assholes. They are making crazy. They are driving me to the edge. They make me want to go and do something drastic. Like pierce my eyebrow or get a tattoo. I totally should. Maybe then, they’ll realize. How much they’ve fucked me in the head.
